# Expectations..

                                          Expectations..

I am Sorry..

I don’t know, what I am doing,

Confused, yet I keep saying..

My specifications you see,

What about me..

Don’t know what is right or wrong :)

MY WORLD IS YOU, WHERE I WANT TO BELONG..

I am Sorry..

To feel so finely,

Loving you kindly..

Yet I belong to a different world to be :)

I AM HAPPY, WHEN ITS YOU AND ME..

I am Sorry..

You feel I taunt,

Your Life with your friends you want..

With the world I survive,

I am normal and I am alive..

I am alone baby, to define :)

PLEASE GIVE ME A FAMILY AND FEW FRIENDS IF YOU FIND..

I am Sorry..

You feel I control,

Your life I twist and fold..

I never mean to hurt,

I promise, my feelings will completely shut..

I am in no man’s land and playing no role,

Empty I feel, when cries my soul..

Situations difficult or simply same :)

IN MY EVERY HEARTBEAT, CARVED IS JUST YOUR NAME..

Written By: Rashmi Ramesh..

# Hope..

                                        

                                                  Hope..

Understand me,

I am not so bad, the way you see..

I feel thousand times deeply, than normal,

For you, what I see, is why at times, so abnormal..

I see good things, you are glad,

I see bad, you go mad..

I am honest with what I see,

That is what you want me to be..

I don’t know? How to say,

Right words are like finding, a needle in the hay..

How do I say?

What I really mean to convey..

Events are fast or slow,

Or is everything just going to blow..

My words, show my feelings just to me,

No one can hear it, nor anybody sees..

Why simple things are so very tangled,

Why people are so stuck and mangled..

Why purity needs so much to be proved,

Why it needs a seal, from the world, to get approved..

Perishing within hurts, because tears don’t show,

I don’t find a place, where I can bare the heart, and feel free to let go..

Every time, with firm faith I stand,

Hoping, one day, my waiting will end..

Accepting me before the world,

Believing me to be his best girl..

I know he will be mine,

And our life, we will beautifully define..

Keeping the faith alive in myself,

I call upon the universe, to help..

Please, create a miracle, I believe to see,

For he is the only one, my soul mate, for me..

Written By: Rashmi Ramesh..

                 

Happy Birthday..

                       Happy Birthday..

Happy is the day,

Because it’s my hearts birthday..

I made a wish to my god,

Asked him to be with you in all odds..

I wish for you,

                         A safe world around.. 

Where you find,

A free mind..

Lot of Love and Health,

Happiness and Wealth..

Valor and Modesty,

Caring and Honesty..

All your wishes come true,

May it be old or new..

You are a blessing to me..

I need you a lot, I wish once you could see..

I am thankful for everything you have been,

It was real, never thought, could be seen..

You made me fly,

With you I climbed a mountain very high..

You hold my hand and walk,

Listen patiently, till I vomit my thought..

I feel alive,

When I find myself in your eyes..

I need you,

Not to fight,

Nor lock you insight..

But to hold me in your arms when I fall,

Boosting my spirits, you help me stand tall..

All I wish you, my love, Happy Birthday today,

And ascending happiness with life every coming day..

Love you..

Written By: Rashmi Ramesh..

# Annoyance..

                                                            Annoyance..

Oh God..

I believed you, in the worst,

For you made this beautiful world first..

You made, love and life,

With serenity and no lies..

You made altruism and no unfaithful cries..

No traditions, no demands,

No one rules, no one commands..

Chained, yet breathing freely,

Protecting, yet caring truly..

But humans created and modified this world by all means and size,

Now they act, as if, more than you, they are wise..

I am trying hard to live the way you want,

But this world is telling me you are a lie..

Only living selfishly, I will survive,

Or every day, I die being alive..

Life a journey,

You live, your own,

And you die, alone..

I was fighting with the concepts

I thought feeling is important,

Everyone is around, still loneliness grips,

Holding hands I walk, still fear of losing cribs..

I have lost myself, in the web of my dreams,

Everything is shattered, existing are just the screams..

It hurts..

I thought I could bear,

Please stop, I am done with the dare..

Finding my ways for believing,

But nothing is true or appealing..

No matter what I be

Visions don’t see the real me..

I want to cry..

I wish to completely break..

I will hurt myself, till I stop feeling..

Living seems a mistake of life,

Proving myself, I am dying every day and night..

May be, the world is right, I am bad,

Alive me, is making them sad..

Still my heart, doesn’t stop believing,

It says keep the faith of living..

Fighting to myself for long,

I don’t understand, what in me, is seen so wrong.. ?

Written By: Rashmi Ramesh..

# Our Valentine..

                                      Our Valentine.. 

Today is a day,

The world celebrates as a Valentine day..

Feelings are so tenderly dealt,

Love is all, that is purely felt..

I rejoice it, afresh, each day,

I don’t know, how to stop loving him, in any way..

Let me tell you, what so special in him?,

He accepts me, just the way, I have been..

When I talk, only rubbish and rot,

He looks at me, as if, “I am the only world he’s got”..

He says he loves me, once in a while,

Every day I chant, I love you, and he just smiles..

Gifts or cards, he never shared,

Quietly, being with me, is what he cared..

Holding hands, with me, he walks,

Serenely, just through eyes, he talks..

I don’t mind, difficulties to bear,

May come what, with him anything I can dare..

Just want to say clearly,

I love you, so very dearly..

With you, my love,throughout the year, each day,

I love celebrating, Our Valentine’s Day..

Written By : Rashmi Ramesh..