# Annoyance..

                                                            Annoyance..

Oh God..

I believed you, in the worst,

For you made this beautiful world first..

You made, love and life,

With serenity and no lies..

You made altruism and no unfaithful cries..

No traditions, no demands,

No one rules, no one commands..

Chained, yet breathing freely,

Protecting, yet caring truly..

But humans created and modified this world by all means and size,

Now they act, as if, more than you, they are wise..

I am trying hard to live the way you want,

But this world is telling me you are a lie..

Only living selfishly, I will survive,

Or every day, I die being alive..

Life a journey,

You live, your own,

And you die, alone..

I was fighting with the concepts

I thought feeling is important,

Everyone is around, still loneliness grips,

Holding hands I walk, still fear of losing cribs..

I have lost myself, in the web of my dreams,

Everything is shattered, existing are just the screams..

It hurts..

I thought I could bear,

Please stop, I am done with the dare..

Finding my ways for believing,

But nothing is true or appealing..

No matter what I be

Visions don’t see the real me..

I want to cry..

I wish to completely break..

I will hurt myself, till I stop feeling..

Living seems a mistake of life,

Proving myself, I am dying every day and night..

May be, the world is right, I am bad,

Alive me, is making them sad..

Still my heart, doesn’t stop believing,

It says keep the faith of living..

Fighting to myself for long,

I don’t understand, what in me, is seen so wrong.. ?

Written By: Rashmi Ramesh..